Beginning To Heal

[roverl0616]

After I got into recovery and from just the smallest amount of effort on my part something very powerful started to happen to me that I didn't know what it was. I also found it very hard for me to deny that it was happening. Having known all too well all about being powerless and not understanding why, I was equally confused by this happening as well and I didn't even know that I liked it all that much or what to think about it. What was this very powerful thing that kept happening to me as I did all the things that were suggested that I do from me being in recovery ? I didn't know it at the time I was doing all those things, but did come to find out much later on and was able to understand that this was me beginning to heal, and it was very powerful for me to experience this. By the time I knew just what this was, I liked that this had happened, and was glad that it did.