Gratitude List

[MajestyJo]

Grateful for another day.
Grateful for a quiet day.
Grateful I woke up to watch tennis. Not so grateful that I fell asleep for 3 hours and missed most of it.
Grateful that I got the inspiration and motivation to make brownies. I figured my 3 hour sleep had to be put to good use.
Grateful that it is raining, not so grateful that there is suppose to be thunder storms tomorrow. I have 7 books waiting for me at the library when I am mobile.
Grateful that I was told to phone at 9 a.m. tomorrow morning for an appointment to see my doctor. If they don't feel it is important enough or I don't phone in time, appointments are gone and I have to try again. Not holding my breath, buy trying to have hope and faith. I really want to come off the Lyrica. I don't want to go around feeling stoned, after 22 years I don't need that. Better to be in pain than going around stoned. I have always found anti-depressants to be mind altering, and just because they come from my doctor, doesn't make them right for me and my sobriety.
Grateful that I want to be me, no someone who sounds and acts like they are out to lunch. Even if others don't see me that way, it is about how they make me feel. I am grateful that my God offers me a solution.
Grateful for the gifts and blessings received.
Grateful for all of you who share this journey with me.