Fighting It

[roverl0616]

We have no one to blame but ourselves if we continue fighting it. We've been told that this never works and only leads to more trouble than we can ever imagine, but yet we still think we can beat it, we don't. In the end it will win, it always does no matter how hard we try we'll never win. The only thing that will save us from now on is our choice to stop fighting it. When we choose to stop fighting it we are spared from it being able to defeat us. The choice is ours to make, no one is going to do that for us. I now know it was the right choice to choose to stop drinking and to try the program of recovery. At the time I was making that choice it didn't feel that way, but it was. We've been warned that this is the right choice for us in our situation. We quit to win, this is hard for us to believe, but it's true.