Memories

[MajestyJo]

Well family I am back. Things seem to be back in order in my life. My fifteen month relationship has ended and I believe my space is back to being my own. I have changed and grown in awareness and understanding, but the circumstances in my life have gone back to normal for me. That in itself can be trip in itself. LOL.

Would you believe I got writers block and couldn't speak! Isolation is a dangerous thing, so I got more involved in service.

Life is good and busy today yet I know I can't get so caught up in busy that I don't have time for my recovery. Without my sobriety (soundness of mind), I have nothing.

Thanks for being a part of my recovery.

Wrote this on another site in 2004. It is something I needed to read today, because I feel myself back there, between my pain, things in my life, and my son's active addiction, I have found myself introverted and not always able to get out, even when the sun is shining. It has felt easier to shut down rather than deal with it. I am so grateful for my program, that I can take each day as it comes, and have the tools to deal with things. Oh so grateful for the Serenity Prayer and the ability to pray for the willingness to be willing.