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Grateful for a sober day that fell far short of sobriety.
Grateful that to slip emotionally, doesn't mean I have to physically pick up. Grateful for the tools of recovery, they can help us not fall when we have a slip and fall back into an old behavior. Grateful that I have had a lot of practice trying to get this program right one day at a time. Grateful that I got some grocery shopping done. Grateful that I remembered to take my blood pressure before I had my nap. I have been calling myself the walking dead. 118/42/pulse 51. Grateful that I treatment myself to fish and chips today. Grateful for my next door neighbor, she gave me two chocolate macaroons after my group. Couldn't just have one, but did stop at two, even though it was offered. Grateful for her dog, Spencer. He had his coat on, I wasn't the only one feeling the cold. ;) Grateful for my AA home group who had a celebration for me on Thursday. I celebrated in NA last week. Grateful it is one day at a time. Today was a hurting day and all I can do is push through the pain, and remember that picking up doesn't make it better or take it away. It compounds the interest. Grateful for those who walk this journey with me. http://angelwinks.ca/images/greeting...tingspod23.jpg |
Grateful for another day of sobriety. Not hard to stay sober when you sleep most of the day away. :(
Grateful for the 12 Step programs. They are a common denominator between all the fellowships. Grateful for the food I had to eat today, it was special because my son cooked it and all I had to do was eat it. Grateful that it is raining. The grass will grow and my son will be able to continue to work. Grateful that I made it to the NA meeting last night for a 1 year celebration. Grateful for the Just for Today readings, today's was extra special for me. It talked about uncluttering our spirit. Grateful that the Good Orderly Direction is there if we choose to look for it. As it says in Step 9, we will be amazed before we are half way through. Grateful that a day can start any time, I am thinking of ending this day and go back to my bed. Grateful for all those who travel this journey with me. God Bless. http://angelwinks.ca/images/iq/qcdog419.jpg |
Grateful for another day of sobriety.
Grateful that even though I had only a so, so day, I didn't find the need to pick up. Grateful that my nap turned out to be a nap not a sleep-a-log. Grateful that even though I didn't want to eat them after I cooked them, my pork chops did taste alright, but didn't tempt my appetite. The smell of garlic while they were cooking, seemed to fill me up as well as nauseate me. LOL! Grateful that I made it to my AA group today. Even though I wanted to stay in bed and pressed snooze twice before I got out of bed. Grateful we had a good attendance at my group and we had a couple of newcomers. Yeah!!! Grateful that my heart specialist was willing to cut back on my medication. She said, "Your kidneys are bad. I sent you to the hospital, why didn't they keep you." Whoops! How bad is bad? Inquiring minds want to know. Grateful that I am going to see the Internal Medicine specialist on Monday and I see my doctor a week from tomorrow. Grateful that someone finally listened, I have been complaining about my kidneys for months. Grateful that is one day at a time. Grateful that acceptance is the key to any kind of serenity. Grateful for H.O.W. it works. Honesty, Open-Mindedness, and Willingness go along way to making things better. Grateful for all those who walk this journey with me. https://tse4.mm.bing.net/th?id=OIP.A...=0&w=213&h=175 |
Grateful for another day, even if it only a few minutes old.
Grateful for a day of sobriety yesterday, especially when I consider the fact that I spent 3 hours at the hospital. Grateful that doctors, nurses, and social worker all took time to talk to me. Grateful that they reduced the strength of my medication. Grateful that they recognized the fact that my high blood pressure medication was working over time and my blood pressure was low. Grateful that I got some reading done and some TV watched, even though it made me late posting. Grateful that I managed to cook a meal and eat it too. Grateful that I got a call to go to the Holistic Center on Wednesday. Grateful that Darts were able to get me booked even though I gave them only two day notice. Grateful that I was able to walk downtown after resting and having lunch when I came home from the hospital. Grateful that I was able to pick up some groceries. Grateful more for the fact that I could lift my walker onto the bus with the groceries on it. Grateful that I could touch base with three friends today. Grateful that I didn't completely miss out on Monday. Grateful that my laundry keeps calling me, perhaps I will get some done tomorrow. When it comes to laundry, tomorrow never seems to come. As I told the social worker today, I have no problem with laundry, I have too many clothes to see me through. Grateful that I have tennis, curling and darts to watch. There are not enough hours in a day. Grateful that I have two more days to finish my books. I have 10 books out that are calling to me. Grateful for all those who walk this journey with me. http://angelwinks.ca/images/animated...tedpod1163.gif |
Grateful for another day of sobriety.
Grateful that I could go to a meeting tonight. Grateful that when I am not feeling well, I know I can go to a meeting and feel better. Grateful that my memory was right on, there was a 2 year anniversary for NA. Grateful that I could go back to my old group and support it. Grateful that I was able to walk downtown to meet my friend Theresa today. Grateful that I connected with a couple of friends on the phone. Grateful that I still have a desire to go to a meeting and able to go there. Grateful that Darts sent a taxi to pick me up on time so I wasn't waiting alone for a ride home. Grateful I remembered that I had a $10. Rexall coupon, and I hadn't lost it. Grateful that I got caught up on sleep, even though I already made a withdrawl on my sleep bank today. Grateful that I got birthday cake on top of the fruit and chocolate danish I had for dinner. No matter what way you look at it, not good for a diabetic. Grateful that this program is one day at a time. Grateful that I got to the library to take my books back. It is hard to believe. I only have six books out. Grateful for those who walk this journey with me. God Bless. http://angelwinks.ca/images/iq/qckit...nkflowers2.jpg |
Grateful for another day of sobriety, with the exception of the parts where my thoughts got in the way. I found myself cussing, so I know I need a meeting.
Grateful that I got to Unity Day. I think I was to one years ago, so long ago, I can`t be sure. Grateful that I got asked to speak on a panel. It was about relationships and I wasn`t too sure I qualified. I started my talk with the fact that it took me 2 husbands to get 10 years of marriage. Grateful that I helped one person, it sure helped me and I met a lady from out of town and I hope to see her again. Grateful that I got up to Limeridge Mall today. I got to go visit Ma Bell to see about my bill and went into a Second Cup Coffee Shop and had a pumpkin scone. It was a bit dry, so I was grateful that I had asked to be given butter for it. Grateful that six of the books I ordered came in to the library. Grateful that my HP sees fit to set me on the right path for me. Grateful that my program is up-to-date, you can`t participate in something like Unity Day and walk away spiritually depleted. Grateful for all those who walk this journey with me. Grateful that there is a pathway to a better life. I just have to follow it. Grateful for this site and the people who post and visit here. http://angelwinks.ca/images/gnpod/gnpod3.jpg |
Grateful for a new day. Sorry to say it hasn't start out with serenity. My sobriety flew out the window when my son came in and asked me for money.
Grateful that I got to the Holistic Center for a treatment from Bill. Grateful that the lump on my leg has diminished greatly. I can hardly feel it. Grateful that my level of pain has diminished. Grateful for the food I like to eat. It sure makes a difference. It also depends on whether it is good for you. Unfortunately me eating half a strawberry/rhubarb pie is not good for me of me to have eaten it. Grateful that I got to the chiropractor this week. He helped with the easing of the pain in my neck and made it easier for Bill to put things in place. Grateful that I got a 12 Step call yesterday, it was as though my God knew I needed a meeting, and He sent someone to me. Grateful for NA, today I booked rides to the Sunday and the Tuesday night meetings. Grateful that I got to the anniversary of my AA group on Thursday. I am debating as to whether I am going to stay with the group, or just go to AA. I am not getting what I needed from the group, although I hesitate to leave it because of the long time sobriety that goes there. Grateful that Housing are doing repairs to our apartments. Grateful for friends and family. Grateful for those who walk this journey with me. http://angelwinks.ca/images/thoughtp...ghtpod1099.jpg |
Grateful for another day of sobriety. I made it through a family dinner and didn't open my mouth too much.
Grateful that I got an invite to my sister's oldest daughter's for Thanksgiving dinner today. Grateful that we get to celebrate our gratitude, although I think it should be celebrated all year round. Grateful that I finally found sleep, even if it wasn't until 9 am this morning. when my alarm went off at 3 pm, I hit the snooze button. Thank God for snooze buttons. Grateful that I was full to overflowing after a delicious dinner. Grateful that I was able to detach from the noise. I am getting oh so old!!! Grateful that my niece had some allergy medication. There were cut flowers brought for grandmothers and mothers and I am allergic to them. Grateful for my God for seeing me through all occasions, even if it is a day of what seems to be a lot of nothingness or a day full and overflowing. Grateful that I have my eye sight and am still able to read. I would be lost without my books. Grateful that there are still not enough hours in a day. Days seem to overlap into nights and next mornings. Grateful for all those who walk this journey with me. http://www.netanimations.net/GobbleW...rent%20(1).gif |
Grateful for another day of sobriety.
Grateful that I got to see my doctor. I asked to see him specifically and he listened. ;) Grateful that I found out that I had a cyst on my kidney. It will help me to be more watchful, don't want another one. They said it was benign, so I am grateful for that. Grateful that it rained yesterday. It was my excuse for not making it to my AA meeting. Grateful that I had more of an appetite today. Grateful that I haven't gained back all my weight. My bagel binge hasn't added any more bulges. Grateful that it is a one day at a time program. Grateful that it is progress not perfection. Some days I do have to admit to not too much progress, other than I am aware and do it any way. Not so good, God and I are working on that. Grateful that I had a good book to read while putting up my feet. Have book will travel, especially when using Darts. Grateful for my sense of humor, even if it is a bit sick at times. Grateful that I made it to the business meetings and my regular NA group meeting. Grateful that I always feel better after a meeting. If I didn't, I would have to ask myself, what am I doing wrong. I was told many years ago, it isn't about what your group can do for you, it is about what you can do for your group. Grateful for all those who walk this journey with me. http://angelwinks.ca/images/iq/qc2dogsonswing2.jpg |
Grateful for another day of sobriety. Couldn't lose today, slept most of the day away.
Grateful that the sun was shining. It was really windy, but not as cold as yesterday. Grateful that I was able to walk to the bus stop on the way home from the hospital. Grateful that I listened to myself, even though I had to give myself a tug or two, and came straight home and didn't go to the mall. Grateful that there was a homeless girl by my bus stop. She made me aware of how much I have to be grateful for. When I bought my slice of pizza, the girl cut it in half. I took the smaller half of my Canadian pizza, and gave her the rest. Her sign said "Anything would be appreciated." Know I am not suppose to tell of a good deed, that it makes it nil and void, but that is okay, I am not counting points. Grateful that I had my strawberries and cinnamon and raisin bagel before I went for my ultra sound. Truthfully, that is probably why I was willing to share my pizza slice. :) Grateful that I only had half of the show Dancing with the Stars to watch, I was hit with the fatigue, and could hardly stay awake. Can't believe I slept for almost 12 hours. Grateful that I was able to connect with a couple of friends today. Grateful that I got an errand done yesterday and today. Things are looking up. Grateful that I can come here and share with members and guests. Grateful that I got things posted before midnight. :D Grateful for all those who walk this journey with me. http://angelwinks.ca/images/iq/qc2dogsdrinking2.jpg |
Grateful for another day of sobriety.
Grateful that I was able to go back to sleep after being woke up by a drill, from somewhere close by. Grateful for ear plugs. Grateful that my son cooked dinner. He put the chicken in to roast. Peeled the carrots. Put the water on to cook the boil-in-bag rice, and woke me up to make the instant box stuffing and make the gravy. Grateful that he took out the peaches to thaw. Hint, hint, Mother, make a pie. Grateful that the rain came. I had less pain today than the day before when my body told me it was going to rain. Grateful that I have a chiropractor who says, come in whenever you need to. I can see Wednesday being a need to if my head aches persist. Grateful that my order to Darts to go to a meeting Sunday and Tuesday has gone through. Grateful for the program of Narcotics Anonymous. I have always known I was an addict. My denial was about my alcoholism. I had to get rid of the excuses and admit, I used alcohol like I used everything else. Grateful that the fall colors are out. Need to book a trip to my sisters to get out of the city and enjoy the countryside. Grateful for those who follow me on my journey. Thank you for being there for me. http://www.angelwinks.ca/images/justcuz12.jpg |
Grateful for another day of sobriety.
Grateful that I got some housework done. For those that know me, know I don't like it. Grateful that I can do, even when I don't like. It is called acceptance in my books. Grateful that I got to go to the mall on Wednesday. Had to have a lay down when I got home. Grateful that I got to play Queen of the house today. It has been a while since I could claim royalty and sit on my throne. Not so grateful that I missed my AA meeting. Grateful that I found the energy to make blueberry muffins. Grateful that my son made cake. We used butterscotch sauce instead of icing on the vanilla cake. Grateful that tomorrow is pay day. Grateful that it is Friday and I get to go to my NA group. Grateful for the food I have to eat at the end of the month. I even found a pound of butter in the freezer. Grateful it is suppose to get to 16 and 17 deg. C on the weekend. This translates to 61 and 63 deg. F. Sunny skies are suppose to go with those temperatures. Grateful for my new long sweater coat, it is toasty warm. Even brought out my all weather coat in acknowledgement of colder temperatures ahead. Grateful that my God is very good to me. Grateful that I finish my book and started an express book by Harlen Coben. A long time since I have read any of his books. Grateful for the eyes that allow me to read. Grateful for all those who walk this journey with me. http://angelwinks.ca/images/iq/qcbearnchild1.jpg |
Grateful for another day of sobriety.
Grateful that they make awesome strawberry and apple turnovers at Nations Foods. Grateful that my God allowed me to connect with members of my group, others from the fellowship, and two who went back out and haven't made it back in yet. Grateful that the rain stayed away, not so grateful that the sun did for the most part too. Grateful that I was able to get all the books from a series by a new author. Grateful for the library, my home away from home. Grateful that I made it to my chiropractor's appointment. He was happy with me and I was happy because my visit was n/c. Grateful that my body is much improved from two weeks ago. He was worried that I was shaking so much and my body was very much out of alignment. Grateful that I got my zig to go with my zag. Grateful that I had some soup left to reheat for dinner. Grateful that I found two new sets of cards. Couldn't decide, so bought both. One is the Shaman Oracle and the other is on Trees. I love trees. Grateful that my meditation last night said I needed to get back to doing more meditation. I think there are times I put my God on the express line, when I want to lose myself in my books. Grateful that each day is a new beginning. Grateful for all those who walk this journey with me. God Bless. http://angelwinks.ca/images/iq/qc377.jpg |
Grateful for another day of sobriety.
Grateful that my God is a forgiving One. I haven't expressed my gratitude for ten days. Grateful that I have felt like eating, in fact, I was feeling kind of piggish instead of peakiness. Spell check says it is a word, not sure it is the one I want. Grateful that I can make a mistake and laugh at myself. Grateful that I made it to a meeting yesterday. I missed my group on Friday and the Sunday night meeting, Courage to Change. I had good intentions. Grateful for a mini-meeting with my friend from CA, at least my God showed me that I missed my group, and I was grateful to be talking to a long-time friend. Grateful for the hugs I got at the NA group last night. The will last me until I get to my AA group on Thursday. Then I have my NA group on Friday. I am trying to do three meetings a week. It is what is good for me spiritually. Grateful for freedom of choice. Once I make a choice, I can always choose again. Grateful for that the snow missed us and didn't stick around. Grateful that I have my internet, TV, and phone operating. Three things are a bit much to accept. It is a good thing that I like to read. Grateful for the library. I have a book due tomorrow and I haven't finished it. It is a Jack Reacher book by Lee Child. I still don't see Tom Cruise and Reacher, I am sorry Tom. You are just not rugged enough. I see Jack as an add for the Marlboro Man commercials. Grateful that I can make an amend for being judgmental. If you see this Tom, I am sorry if you find my thoughts to be hurtful. Grateful that all I need to do is be willing to make an amend. Grateful that it is almost time for Christmas music and the Santa Clause Parade. It generally gets me in the mood. They had 100 white and/or colored mini Christmas lights for sale in Shoppers Drug Mart. They want $14.99 for them. I told the young sales clerk, I was thinking more along the lines of $6.99. Perhaps if they put them on for $9.99 I will consider buying them. Grateful for all the good things and the not so good things this month. I just know I have had a lot of sadness and healing. Grateful for all those who walk this journey with me. God Bless. http://angelwinks.ca/images/thoughtp...ghtpod1144.jpg |
Grateful to be alive and sober today!
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Grateful that I am able to sit at my computer and post. It is hard to believe that I was off my computer for 6 days.
Grateful that I made it to a meeting Sunday and tonight, seeing as I missed my home group meetings Thursday and Friday. Grateful that each day is a new beginning. Truthfully, some days it has been, thanks God this day is over. Grateful that I found a new author and trying to read all the books she has written. Took 4 books back to the library today and came home with 6 new ones. Grateful that there are books to fill up my day. I would rather read than watch TV for the most part. I am even behind in my tennis shows. Grateful that I got to go back to my rheumatologist to get the results of my x-rays and blood work. The kidneys are still not performing up to par and I am a little anemic. I have some compressed discs in my spine, which I new about before. He has offered to give me a cortisone shot in my hip and shoulder next week. I am not sure I want to, the remedy, has always been worse than the pain in the past. Those needles are deadly. He informed me he was quite good at giving them. Not sure that relieved my worry and fear. Grateful that recovery never grows old. The program works when we work for it. Grateful that a day can start any time. I try to align my will to my God's, some days are better than others. Grateful for all those who walk this journey with me. http://angelwinks.ca/images/faithpod/faithpod51.jpg |
Grateful for this site.
Grateful for my sobriety. Grateful for those who walk this journey with me. http://www.desiglitters.com/wp-conte...rs-Glitter.gif |
Grateful for a day of sobriety.
Grateful that my son cooked dinner. Grateful that I made it to my meeting yesterday. Grateful it is to warm up by Tuesday, not looking forward to the possibility of snow tomorrow. Grateful for Darts, even though they get me to my destination early and I have to wait for pick up, it sure beats fighting the weather elements. Grateful for the new cards I found. One on trees, one on butterflies, and the other a Shaman's Oracle. Grateful for the gifts of recovery, especially freedom from active addiction and freedom to be myself. Grateful for those who walk this journey with me. http://angelwinks.ca/images/thoughtp...ghtpod1154.jpg |
Grateful for another day of sobriety.
Grateful that I feel like doing laundry. A good thing, because I have a lot to do. Grateful that my son cooked dinner while I slept and left me some steak. Grateful that I had a good sleep. I felt rested when I woke up. Grateful for NA, have been getting a lot of good out of the meetings I have been attending. Grateful for the NA Just for Today book. I use to belong to Courage to Change in the past. In today, I make a point of going there because they still read the readings for the week and discuss them. It is such a good way to learn how to live in today, clean and sober. Grateful that I bought laundry soap, have lots of laundry to do. When I put it in the cupboard, i found out that I had bought 3 others on sale too. Can't beat a price of $4.99 for Tide. Grateful for the little things in life. They add up to a big thing. A day of serenity and sobriety, you can't beat that. Grateful for the food I have to eat. Grateful for the money I have to buy more. Grateful for each day, even though my day today started at 5:30 p.m. One of these days, I am going to get it right. Grateful for all those who walk this journey with me. God Bless. http://angelwinks.ca/images/thoughtp...ghtpod1158.jpg |
I'm grateful to be alive and sober today.
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Grateful for another day of sobriety (so far).
Grateful that the sun decided to shine and came out from behind the fog and smog. Grateful that I remember to eat lunch on time. Grateful that I have been listening to my body. I don't always act on what I hear. It has been asking to go back to bed for 2 hours. Grateful that my son is going to pick up groceries on his way home from work. We will see. Grateful for my computer. Not so grateful when it wants to update something when I am in the middle of a post. Grateful I remembered. I took to bed for a nap, went to roll over and remembered I hadn't finished my post. Grateful that it sounds simple, but for my mind lately, thinking has become a task at times. Grateful that my sister was leaving the hospital and going home. Grateful that my bug-a-boos haven't put me into the hospital. No way do I ever want to go back there. Grateful that I got back up, I just may go for my walk if I can get my shoes on. The sun looks so tempting, don't want to miss out on it. Grateful for all those who walk this journey with me. God Bless. Grateful I found some Charlie Brown Christmas Images. https://tse4.mm.bing.net/th?id=OIP.F...=0&w=297&h=179 |
Grateful for another day of sobriety.
Grateful that I didn't get in the way and allowed my God to work through me. Grateful for Christmas music. Grateful that my eye test came out some positively. Grateful that my eye doctor was so please he booked my next appointment in May 2018. Grateful that diabetes had not affected my sight and I am still able to read. Grateful that the swelling went out of my feet. Grateful that they haven't swollen up after me doing so much posting. My God is very good to me. Grateful for my crystals and the healing I received. Slipping them under my pillow, seemed to have helped. Whether it is the thought or the deed, I am grateful for the result. Grateful that the big cyst on my right leg has disappeared. My doctor said it wouldn't go away. So grateful that my God answers prayer. Grateful that I had all the ingredients to make chocolate pudding tonight. Grateful that I don't get the thought and the energy to make it too often. Grateful for the 5 hour nap I had when I came home out of the cold. Don't like to see those minus signs in front of the numbers when I look for the weather. Grateful that I had Echinacea to take when I started sneezing tonight. Grateful that I got some catching up done. Grateful for those who follow my recovery road. God Bless. http://www.angelwinks.ca/images/christmas/anc76.gif |
Grateful to be alive and sober today!
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Grateful for another day of sobriety.
Grateful that I got to play and chase my next door neighbor's dog Spencer. He is a delight and smart as a whip. When I picked up, he was quivering so hard and it sounded like he was purring. Grateful that I got down to the pharmacy to get my medication checked. I have to be watchful that I don't lose my balance and fall again. Grateful that I was able to record curling. I am way behind in watching it seeing as I was out Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday and Friday. Grateful that I have a Christmas party to go to. I promised to make coleslaw. Grateful that the sun is shining somewhere, it has too much cloud cover to make itself known here. Grateful that I made it to my AA meeting on Thursday and my NA meeting on Friday. Grateful for the founders of AA and the people who followed them and made the way open for me. Grateful that we need to find our own program. What worked for me may not have worked for someone else. Grateful for family and friends who allow me to be a part of their life. Grateful for those who following me on my recovery road. God Bless. http://angelwinks.ca/images/iq/qcteddy415.jpg |
Grateful for my sobriety, even though I haven't shown it or shared about it.
Grateful that I got to my home group Friday and my meeting today. Grateful for the meeting Courage to Change. There is generally a newcomer at the meeting and people with months of sobriety. Sobriety being soundness of mind. Grateful that the program lives in the present, in the solution, not the problem. It isn't about how much you used, or what you used, it is about how we can help you with your problem today. Grateful that my son cooked dinner tonight, even though I didn't get to eat it until after my meeting. Grateful that my son doesn't like tea biscuits all the more for me. ;) He did manage to eat a couple of them. Grateful for my sobriety and that I can be there for others. Grateful for all the people my God has put in my path. Grateful that I don't have to do this program alone. It is a we program. Grateful for the people who share their journey with me. God Bless. http://www.azoosh.com/wp-content/upl...imated-gif.gif |
Grateful to be alive and sober today!
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Grateful for my sobriety.
Grateful for my holiday gifts from my CSS worker. A throw blanket with owls, a brooch with an owl, pj's that have to be exchanged for the right size with an owl print, an owl ornament in milk glass, and my personal favorite a calendar with butterflies. Grateful that I got my first meal from Meals on Wheels. It is ironic that this person who doesn't feel like cooking use to be a kitchen conveynor for banquets at the Royal Canadian Legion. Grateful for Christmas music. Have heard Silver Bells twice since I turned to the station. Grateful that my son painted the entrance to my apartment and washed and tidied my kitchen cupboards and pantry. Grateful that Christmas is close. Christmas Eve hope to go to Courage to Change to support newcomer and those who have a hard time at Christmas. Hope to go on New Years Eve too, although I am invited to a free New Year's party. Grateful for my sobriety. Sobriety is something I have to work on daily. Sobriety is emotional sobriety as well as physical, mental and spiritual recovery. Grateful for the 12 Step Program. It gave me a new life. I didn't think I would make it to 40, let alone 75. Grateful that each day is a new beginning. Grateful for the season and the reason we celebrate. Grateful that my feet haven't been swollen for 7 days. I have woken up each day and looked at them to see if they are still with me. Grateful for those who walk this journey with me. God Bless. http://www.angelwinks.ca/images/chri...nativity17.jpg |
Grateful for a wonderful Christmas day spent with my family.
Grateful for all the food that we had to eat. Grateful for all the gifts I received big and small. Grateful for people I don't see very often. Grateful that I got to a meeting to help support those who have a difficult time with the holiday season. Prayers out to all. Grateful for my 12 Step Program that allows me to keep my sanity and stay calm through all the chaos. Grateful that it is bedtime and I can go to bed after I finish posting this. Grateful for all those who walk this journey with me. http://www.angelwinks.ca/images/christmas/c275.jpg |
Grateful for my sobriety.
Grateful for the people that my God has put in my path, they range from one day to 47 years. Grateful for the people in my group. I am so grateful that I found them. Grateful that although I slept most of the day away, I was up and able to do what I needed to do, when I was suppose to do it. I have a feeling that there might be some reading done before I go to bed. I do admit it isn`t spiritual in nature, I do love a good murder an mayhem tale, especial if it is espionage and some form of police detective and profiler. Maybe because I have an inquiring mind myself. Grateful for my sobriety and that I have had a lot of practice, living a day at a time. Maybe one day I will get it right, two days in a row. Grateful for family who teach me what not to do. Grateful that I have a program to live by. It has worked for me for a few 24 hours, so I will continue to work it, and daily try to improve it and have an open mind to what no longer serves me in today, and be open to change. I know something is coming up, because my cards have been telling me so. Grateful for those who walk this journey with me. God Bless. http://angelwinks.ca/images/iq/qcdog335.jpg |
Grateful to be sober. Working on the sobriety.
Grateful my dinner came, it was more than I expected. Grateful that I made the decision to get Meals on Wheels. It takes out the stress of cooking, which I didn't realize I was going through, until I didn't have to doit. I just love that "Ahhhhh' feeling when my God's Gifts happen in my life. Cab;t go wrong with $3. for lunch and dinner. That gives me money left over for treats. Grateful I don't have to go out today, everything can wait until tomorrow seeing as my son took my books back. He is also going to clean my oven. It is cold, it is -11 but feels like 21 C which is 12 deg. with windchill at -6 deg. F. Grateful that I don't have to go out until Friday. I would like to go to the mall and my meeting. I have been in so much I have to check for mold. Grateful that a day can start any time. I plan to close up shop and go back to my bed. Grateful that days pass. I wouldn't want to live Wednesday over again. Grateful that recovery is one day at a time. I can make an amend to my God, I had to ask Him to wear ear plugs yesterday. Grateful that it is one day at a time. Grateful for those who walk this journey with me. http://angelwinks.ca/images/faithpod/faithpod32.jpg |
Grateful for my sobriety. I will be even more grateful if I make it across the street with the snow on top of rain that we are getting.
Grateful for my son, he came in and said he hadn't worked because other people hadn't done their jobs. That makes me happy, he can walk me across the street too my NA meeting tonight. We have a business meeting at 6 pm. Grateful that I have started Meals-on-Wheels. So far it has been good, not as flavorful if I cooked it myself, but that is my trouble. I don't have the energy to do for myself. Grateful that there is always a solution. Grateful that my problem with my phone was fixed earlier. Only problem is, the problem came back. I am on hold waiting for a technician to check to see if I have any messages. There shouldn't be any as I have been home and answered my phone calls. The phone is right beside my computer and not far from my chair. Grateful that it is one day at a time. Grateful that I asked for patience and tolerance, along with a little bit of acceptance for my day. Grateful that my phone seems fixed and hope it will stay that way. They are only 611 away if I need them. Grateful that the dog that barked for over an hour is quiet. Poor thing, I think it tired himself out barking. He would be quiet, then construction would start up some banging, and the dog would bark again. The poor darling was so tired, but at the end, he could hardly croak. I could feel his pain. Grateful that it wasn't my next door neighbor. He barked earlier and I told him it was only me, and he was quiet. Grateful that it is Friday and it is time for my NA home group, plus the fact that there is a business meeting, I am hoping I can walk across the street. My son says no, but we shall wait and see. I am going to have a lie down and see what happens. Grateful for those who walk this journey with me. I could use some prayer. God Bless. https://tse4.mm.bing.net/th?id=OIP.t...=0&w=271&h=181 |
Grateful for my day of sobriety. I managed to get through the day without losing it.
Grateful that I was able to walk to my NA group tonight. My feet pained all afternoon and there was no way I was going to let them keep me from another meeting. Grateful that I can apply the program and things come back to the right size. As the NA reading said today, "Some of us seem to make mountains out of molehills with our problems." I use to say, "My magic, magnifying mind and my cotton picking fingers of other people and things that are none of my business." Grateful that I was able to communicate with my doctor, even though things were rushed as my appointment ate into his lunch hour. Grateful that he is willing to look for a solution. I am having problems of letting go of what has worked for most of the last 25 years, and I don't want to let go and try something new, that I have already vetoed. He wants to up my Lyrica, the medication that the staff at the hospital I went to, asked me to take 2 instead of 3, because it caused me head aches. More will be revealed, I will trust the process. I did a meditation earlier today and got the vision card and knowing cards, so I know I will get what I need when I need it. Grateful for bagels. Especially cinnamon and raisin bagels, they were the only thing I ate today. I had other choices but either didn't want to make them or eat them. Grateful that I can take my procrastination (laundry) and sloth (which is another word for procrastination). Just don't have the energy to do, so need to work on that. I am overdue for a walk down to the mall. The snow and rain did a great number on me and I need to reach out and ask for help. Grateful for 12 Step programs. Without them, I don't think I would be living now. Grateful that through the programs, I come to a new understanding of my God. Most days, He is too big to fit in church. Grateful for the food I do have to eat and the roof I have over my head. Grateful for those who walk this journey with me. God Bless. https://www.praywithme.com/image-fil...e-verses-1.jpg |
Grateful for another day of sobriety.
Grateful that I am still able to see to read. Grateful that I am still mobile, my arthritis has been paining a lot, but I just keep truckin' even if it is with a walker. Grateful that a case worker is coming to measure me for a new walker today. Grateful that I got Meals on Wheels. So grateful that I am subsidized, you can't go too far wrong paying $3. a meal. They are not as flavorful as when I cook myself and the soup is a bit week, but I do love their desserts. I get without having more. Grateful that I am being measured for a new walker today. Grateful that my social worker set me up to go to a food bank, where you get more than just food. Grateful that my God hasn't give up on me. Grateful that it is one day at a time. Grateful for all those little blessings along the way, like all green lights, a sun beam, a flower, a special song, a special show (can't beat the Gaither Vocal Band, The Oak Ridge Boys, and Larry Gatlin and the Gatlin Brothers all together making music), a phone call from your sister, etc. Grateful for the gift of music. The Gatlin's singing Denver. https://www.bing.com/videos/search?q...9767&FORM=VIRE Grateful for those who walk this journey with me. http://angelwinks.ca/images/gnpod/gnpod15.jpg |
Grateful for my sobriety.
Grateful that I could keep a measure of peace since I last signed in. Grateful for the 12 Steps of recovery. It is applicable to all areas of my life. Grateful for my new walker. It has a padded seat and a round rest support instead of an straight iron bar. Even though it was covered with foam, it didn't contour to my body, but then most things can't do that. ;) Grateful that I have been able to get to my home group for the last two weeks. Unfortunately, I haven't been able to get to the Sunday and Tuesday groups for three weeks. Got a call from Darts to question my cancellation, even though I have phoned them prior to them picking me up. Apparently, they want more time because I mess up their schedule. I am trying to be co-operative and phoning, not letting the driver come and me not be there, otherwise it is their problem. They know when I know, they are the first I call. Sunday night I have had nothing but problems with them picking me up, so if I am not feeling like standing around waiting, and I am in pain, I make the decision not to go. Grateful that my son cleans my cupboards and painted my kitchen and hall way. Grateful that my God has patience with me. I am sure He is sitting there shaking His Head and saying, "Tsk, tsk, don't tell me we have to go through this again. Didn't she learn her lesson last time. Grateful that my God is a loving and forgiving Higher Power who walks with me even when my steps are wobbly and my head just doesn't seem to be with the rest of me. Grateful for my chiropractor. Dr. Mike aligns my body and gives me heck when I don't come in to see him when I am hurting. I would be in his office every day if I did that. As it is, I have to go back to him next Wednesday because I fell asleep in my chair watching curling. Grateful that it wasn't because I was bored, but because when I had gone to bed, I hadn't been able to sleep. Does that sound like self-justification??? Grateful for the food I have to eat, especially Meals on Wheels desserts. Grateful for them, but I eat them and I think more, so I have had to take my thinking to my God. Grateful for those who walk this journey with me. God Bless. http://www.angelwinks.ca/images/icq/...theclouds2.jpg |
Grateful for a sober day, even if my day got switched around. I didn't go to sleep until 3 p.m. this afternoon after being awake all night and morning. When that happens, I never feel like I am truly in the moment. It is generally my goodnight and everyone else is on good morning.
Grateful that my son cleaned my kitchen, especially since he dirtied it. LOL! Grateful that my social worker is coming to see me tomorrow morning. Grateful that I have a chiropractor's appointment tomorrow afternoon as my hip gave out today when I went down to the mall. Grateful that I finally got my bills out to the mail box. Grateful for Meals on Wheels and the food I have to eat. Grateful that my feet aren't paining and hopefully I can get some laundry done. I haven't been mobile. My left food feels like it weights 50 lbs. and doesn't make for easy walking. Grateful that I got down to the pharmacy to pick up my weekly medication, even though I was a day late in doing so. I ended up taking my morning meds at 11:30 a.m. just in time for lunch. As they say, acceptance is the key, knowing it is subject to change. Grateful that the snow isn't piled up and it is just a skiff over the parking lots and the sidewalks for the most part are clear. Grateful that my God makes me aware and gets my attention. So glad I can't wear out the Serenity Prayer. Grateful for this day, even more grateful that it ends in 1 hour 35 mins. from now. Grateful for those who walk this journey with me. http://angelwinks.ca/images/gnpod/gnpod27.jpg |
Grateful for my sobriety.
Grateful that I got to a NA meeting. Grateful that I remembered in time that it was Tuesdays and Dart's was coming to pick me up. Grateful that I am a wash and wear person. I jumped in the shower, yanked on the cloths, went to the pharmacy, and was at the door for 6 p.m. All in 40 minutes. Grateful that my God answers prayer. Grateful that I got my purse returned, I left it in the Dart van, and through phone calls, and some good management on Dart's part, they rerouted the woman to pick me up from my meeting. Grateful that it wasn't any colder than it was. I was sitting outside for 25 minutes. It was like I knew I was going to be outside, I dressed warm instead of for style. Grateful that my dinner was ready for when I got home and all I had to do was zap it for 3 min. and eat it. Grateful for Meals on Wheels as I just don't have the energy to cook and do for myself these days. This getting old is for the birds. Grateful for the program. It is applicable to all areas of my life. As I shared tonight with a friend, "Take the words off the page and apply it to your life." What good are the words if you don't utilize them. Grateful for all those who follow me on my recovery road. The frog says to stay clean. Cleanse the body, mind, and spirit and get rid of the old to make room for the new. http://www.clipartbest.com/cliparts/...niX8B4B7T.jpeg |
Grateful for my sobriety.
Grateful for my God's Leading. Grateful for my son who just shared a can of crushed pineapple with me. Grateful that I got the latest book in his number series. He is up to 16. Grateful that I can choose, and if I don't like my choice or it feels wrong, I can choose again. Grateful that crushed pineapple and cinnamon and raisin bagels taste good together. Grateful that my vision is clearing a little. I can see but the letters are still blurred. Hoping it will clear so I can finish my book. Hoping I didn't make too many errors when I posted. Grateful that I don't have a lot of pain in the moment, thanks to 11 hours sleep last night. Grateful that miracles still happen. Grateful for Darts. I hope to go to the Sunday night NA meeting tonight. I haven''t been for a month. Grateful for one day at a time. Living in today and when I stay in the moment, I can handle my pain and my disability. Grateful for all those who walk this recover road with me. God Bless. http://angelwinks.ca/images/faithpod/faithpod15.jpg |
Grateful for another day of sobriety.
Grateful that I didn't allow anyone to spoil my serenity. Grateful that pay day came early. Grateful that I got a lot for my buck. Grateful for the tools of the program. Grateful for the program. Grateful to my Higher Power who supplies my needs. Grateful for strawberries. They are a gift from God. Grateful that I made it to my NA meeting last night. Grateful that I could walk downtown today. Grateful that I could walk and get the exercise. When I woke up during the night after falling asleep in my chair, my legs were numb from the knees down. Grateful in today for ice cubes. I do not like drinking water that is warm. Cold water may not be good for me, but then I have to rebel against something! Grateful that I can take life, one day at a time. Grateful for those who walk this journey with me. https://thumb7.shutterstock.com/disp...-511558261.jpg |
Grateful for another day of sobriety. I almost allowed someone to jeopardize it.
Grateful that I pushed the wrong button by mistake, or so I thought and realized that I saved my sanity by not making a big deal out of it. Grateful for Nation's Foods turnovers, not sure that is the right name, I just know where they are in the store and head for the rack. Nothing much gets in the way of getting them and the rest follows. Grateful that tomorrow is senior day at Shopper's Drug Mart. I will be able to get some bagels for 20% less. Grateful that it is small things in today become a big event for me. Grateful that it may seem small to others, but I can see their worth. They are also something that I treat myself to. It may be why I put on a few pounds, but I like to think of it more as the medication. Grateful that I got to the chiropractor. I told the taxi driver that he is responsible for the fact that I am walking in today. He saved my sanity and continues to do so. Grateful for the people that are put in my path and helped me along my recovery road. Grateful for the sunshine today. I will try and remember it and focus on the sunshine instead of the snow we are suppose to get tomorrow. Grateful that I have nothing on tomorrow. I know that I always have laundry but have turned a deaf ear to it. If it talks loud enough, I may consider it later if I get some rest, and maybe even some sleep. Grateful for Meals on Wheels. Looks like boneless spare ribs on the menu tonight. Grateful for all those who walk this journey with me. http://angelwinks.ca/images/iq/qccat496.jpg |
I am grateful that I am not helpless around the kitchen and that I can cook food that actually tastes good. :cooking:
I am grateful to be alive and sober today! |
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