Thank you for sharing this. This is something that I have been praying for lately, as I was having problems thinking through my pain. I prayed and asked what I needed to do change it, not so much the pain as it is always there, but I need to accept that pain, and look at what I did to make it worse and what could I do to make it better.
I can`t change if I am not aware that there is something that needs changing.